what is it that I feel for you?
I miss you
but then,
I hate you
and sometimes
I really don’t care for you.
You're irrelevant to me.
What you have done is irreplaceable.
What you want is not what I want.
You see yourself in a busy lifestyle,training, doing what you love to do
and I
I see myself cuddled up to you watching movies all day.  
I ask myself if we’re truly compatible,
Were we meant to be?
Can this work out, between the two of us?
But don’t they say that love is all you need?
And if i do love you, why am I second guessing and questioning myself?
Can someone explain this I feel for you?
Why is it that whenever I talk to you I start to miss you more than ever?
I don’t need you, but I want you.
I don’t mean to, but i love you.
Don’t think you’re special just because you were that special someone.
I choose to make you a someone in my life and I can easily turn that around.
Don’t think you’re special.
Should I take a risk?
But what if i meet someone better, the love of my life over here?
Am I truly willing to wait 2 years for you? 
So what is it I feel for you, exactly?