I  did not get to tell you I loved you one last time

I did not check on you thinking you were fine
I did not come until your monitor showed a thin line
So now I sit on your chair and here the clinking of the wind chime
Then I cry for what seems like a million years
I miss your smile and your mountain peak of  love
that embrace’s me but i ended it with a shove
now i'm sitting down in a flood of tears
your an angel not dead but fully alive in my heart
So I hold my head up but tears still fall
although i know you have heard your call
the drip drop of the tears as they fall on the floor
it hurts me knowing that you have left

Come Back Through That Door
come back and yell at me and tell me Im doing wrong
or restart to where you comforted me and song me a song
Start over again before their was an unholy mess
before confusion broke are strength apart
But now you are gone and we can't restart
I will see you again but for now death just did us apart