I been hurt so many time, I just let you in my life. Everytime I look at you I feel like your going to hurt me too. But I can't let you go this soon cause their something that I like. Even though the pain I'm going through. Your just there for me, but I know this won't last. Cause you'll just leave me like all the other boys. You tell me your not like the boys I dated, but I have that feeling. No one understand that I have trust problems. I'm I stupid for loving you, AHHHHHH I don't want to be hurt so many times... I just want to be in love with you, I know you still love her and I don't care, just tell me the truth. It's hard to be myself around you cause I know you'll leave me. I lost to many people cause I was myself. You tell me just to be me but I can't. When you tell me to listen to my heart all I hear is "loser, fat, ugly, die, pain". My heart has been hurt so many times, please let me be fake, my love for you is not fake. I'm I stupid for loving you, I love you for you not just your money or anything. I just want to be loved, people say I need to be single forever. And sometimes I believe cause I ain't not model. I'm ugly why are you with me, I ain't pretty, beautiful, sexy, funny, cute. I"M UGLY and STUPID for thinking someone like you could ever love me. I'mmmmm sttupppiddd I want to cry cause everyone is right. I cut myself cause I feel like no one cares, PLEASE SAVE ME from being hurt for years, can you save me????????