x out, cross, highlight, erase
without it I'd be lost
every moment is calculated
every day has little details
good or bad, they are all there
I have to x them out
what's due when?
just look at where I place my pen
life without chaos
sits in my hand
waiting to planned
I cross it off
I look forward to the future
I look forward to when everything is all planned out
when I can stand without my planner
when I can enjoy without crossing out
realistic, no.
satisfying, yes.
erasing the pain of the past
or the assignments of the past
erasing the stress
the anxiety which comes with completion
planning everything in my path to
avoid chaos which is my life