For if ever me trying to get your love ever happens to be the end of me then so be it.. i will accept the places i faulted.. for on the road to where my mentality is taking me i have took a very wrong turn and am very lost… it is likely that you pushed me off my tracks… and as i did try and earn your trust and love you were holding it in a 12 inch vault with the combination to held in the one thing the emotions and feeling i have for you could not grasp if for they were to ever grow hands.. and that is your heart.. so you are gone and the feelings you “had” are gone… so if ever you find yourself thinking upon the times we had together… save yourself the time and emotions, stop and drop those exact thoughts for life.. for i have not moved on but why let your love be the death of me, when it was perhaps never mine to begin with..