She ate to much again –
She didn’t mean to
But her stomach was growling
And she was hungry .
She hadn’t been eating much
And she wanted something to eat-
And she over did it ..
Again .
But she knew what she couldn’t do .
She couldn’t give in .
But it was making her hate herself.
She was trying to explain to herself weight didn’t matter
And tommrow would be better
But she stared at the pictures of models on her phone and thought
Ill never be slimmer.
And so she gave up
And grabbed the pills in her draw
And she downed them with a glass of apple cider
And watched time tick away.