I’m so sorry

That I’ve done this

All you did was love me

Care for me

Be there for me

I didn’t deserve you

Your long brown hair

And sparkling blue eyes

Your uncanny ability

To make me laugh

The way you made me feel

Scared me

To the very core of my being

You flipped my world upside down

You already knew who you were

And what you wanted

I had no idea who I was

Or what I wanted

Except you

I didn’t know how to handle it

I didn’t know what to do

So I left

I never looked back

How I wished to turn around

And run to you

To scream that

I didn’t know who I was

When I was alone

But I know who I am

When I’m with you

But I couldn’t

Not now

One date and I was gone

What would you think of me?

How would I explain myself?

“Hello, sorry about you having feelings for me

And then me leaving you behind. My bad.”

Maybe not

I even think that

I sound pathetic

And weak

But that’s what I am

So I’ll have to live with that.

I’m so sorry