Everything happens for a reason all I ask is why. People say I need to know yet I don't people say I need an update update on life. Growing up no one understanding but me. I'm not the gratist speller or know most words in the dictionary. Growing up my parents could not teach me any english or any subject except Math yet people judge me on my education so what if I need to be reminded you don't know how my mind works so what if I'm not the brightest light in the dark closet of learning. I'm learning new things everyday. I learn at my own pace yet it's not enough for you. You made me this way always in doubt. I never have a way out of this confusing wonderland of feeling wait a minute whats that mean I don't know. Just look it up.