Never knew life could be like this never knew how alone and stressed I could feel never knew how much depression could take over your mind body and soul ....

From deaths
From heartbreaks
From having no one

The line finally breaks ...
To finding a job
To being happy
To almost finishing school

Something seals everything back together .....
From more heartbreaks
From being betrayed
From being broke with no money and being lost

Where do I turn ? ....
Left
Right
Up
Down

Who's there to comfort me ?
Family ? Where you at ?
Friends ? Where you at ?
Self ? Where you at ?

Why are things so hard now ? Losing yourself trying to find yourself.
Trying to stay positive through all the negative. Even then I've lost myself trying to better the person I was so in the future I know who not to be ?
Should this not be me ? The girl who works for what she wants and has enough schooling to make a career ... Or the ghetto girl who seen licks that's been hit and scripts that's been scripted and evil because that's where I come from wants to make me ? Am I just a ghetto hood girl who only dreams to make it out or am I the girl who makes it happen ? I'm lost .... WHO AM I AND WHY IS LIFE SO HARD ? ....