That shy little girl

All alone in this world

Let words flow through her

Heart and Soul

Making her feel empty

And full of nothing

That shy little girl

In a dark room

Full of betrayal

Thinking about how her

Life will be like

When it is more independent

That shy little girl

Prayed to God saying,

"Please remove thy evil from thee."

All of a sudden,

She started losing people she loved.

That are unknown to her now.

It is like her mind has been erased

From the torture she had to face.

She used to hide her pain with a smile.

She never showed pain

She always had a way to cover up

The bruises and heartache

I wonder how her life is like now...         

"Do not worry

For I am happy.

My mind has somewhat

Been erased

From whatever heartache

I have endored.

Do not worry

For I am a strong

Independent woman.

Out and about in this world.

Full of determintation.

I have never showed pain

I always cried on the inside

Never had to worry about people asking,

'Are you okay?'

I'm fine on the outside.

'Are you feeling okay?'

No. I'm pretty much dying on the inside.

But that was the old me.

I only show pain around

People I trust.

If not,

I disappear

Like a shadow

That wasn't even there.

That wasn't even suppose to be there.

You ask me how my like is for me now.

Do not worry

For I am free."