We stream down the halls of the school
Everyone's in their classes
But we are hanging out in the corridors
Making out within the four walls
Of the changing rooms of the gym
Your eyes meet mine
As a stash of chuckle
Escapes your lips
And profound our love
Or infatuation that lingers
Beneath your touch
Which twitches and tingles
The insides of me.
However far this memory seems to be
It's just been two weeks
Of our love
To be broke
Into bits and pieces
And to gazillions of stitches
Cannot mend again
The times we once shared.
But all through this
When I see you sometime
From the sides of my eyes
And when I lift back my open hair
I see your eyes
Catching a sight of my cheeks
But still we don't exchange
The kind of conversations
We ever imagined having
However different that seemed to be
Before
Like being up at night
Staring up at the stars
Being down in my backyard
On the grass,
With the earphones tucked into my ears
And your voice sounding gorgeous
As we talk for hours together
How simple and sweet things were.
Unlike now
How complicated they turned out to be
Whatever happened
Was a misunderstanding
Of the jealous folk
Behind my back
But even though we know
Even though we care
We cannot return back there
It's your ego
And my fears
Of the broken heart
And tears
But now it seems to be
Just a distant dream
Like we never knew each other
It was just a coincidence
That we were in love
Or maybe we were never in
Because I noticed that now
I am not of any importance
Just left overs
Of side glances
To my butt when I wear shorts
Or to my boobs when I wear tank tops
I am just a nobody
To give your senses
A pleasure from far off
Not a connection
That wrapped up our souls
And through your bootsoles
Your rub off the dirt
As you start seeing me as
Just another girl.