Hey babe, your life is really crappy right now, but it will get better.  You're gonna be ok.  Remember: Nature is your friend, allow the light into your darkness and it will bring many more smiles.  You are the singer, you are nature's friend.  "Live" spelled backwards is "evil." So don't let your past and your sins control you.  Look forward to the future because you're all you've got. You are here. You made it. Some didn't.. Your scars have long faded away, which the new ones are from your enjoyment of life. You forgive all the people who hurt you, and you look forward to spending time with your brothers.  Nico's getting all the ladies and being a sweetheart. Justin's out playing football still thinking he's the best. Javoon's spending more time with Mom and getting along great, plus being a gentleman. Anyway, you have to keep moving on with life. You're not done yet. And guess what? You do care. And you are smart and beautiful.  No such thing as a life that's better than yours. It's amazing what a blink of an eye can do. Just one baby footstep can be a chance for change.  Take that footstep when you're ready, and just live your life.