I'm not normal.

I'm not afraid of heights or spiders.

I'm afraid of myself.

I'm afraid of being alone.

I'm afraid of my own thoughts.

I'm afraid of my memories.

Im afraid my life will end too soon, but I'm afraid it won't end soon        enough.

Sadly, I'm afraid that I'm not okay.

I'm afraid I'm not mentally stable.

I'm afraid my past will happen again in the future.

I'm afraid that all I have done is wallow in self pity.

I'm afraid all I have done is make everything worse on my own head.

I'm afraid I have just pushed everyone away.

I'm afraid people distance theirselves from me, but I'm afraid I know why.

I'm afraid I have labelled my self a disaster.

I'm afraid I'm going to hurt someone.

I'm afraid I'm going to destroy it all.

I'm afraid that I'm afraid.

And I'm afraid that I don't know what I'm afraid about.