Sitting there with a room full of people and yet you still feel lonely.
You try to talk to them, and let them know what’s on your mind.
But is seems you lost the words you were about to say.
Then finally you try again, this time hearing the words.
But it seems like other people around you can’t hear them.
Like they aren’t even noticing that you standing there trying to talk.
But they can’t hear you.
They can’t see your mouth moving.
And then.
It seems like they don’t see you at all.
Their sitting there smiling, laughing, having a great time.
But for you.
Your just sitting trying to get someone attention.
Trying to get someone to notice that your still there.
You trying to reach out for help.
It’s like you’re just sitting there scream at the top of your lungs for help.
But then still no one seems to notice that your still there.
You feel sad, you feel like you’re a person taking up space, you feel ashamed, you feel unwanted by everyone.
Like you don’t deserve their time.
Even though you gave up all your time for them.
But in the end it seems like you just still not good enough for any of them.