As time goes on
So much changes but when it comes close to the days you remember most you have to take a step back
And think
So many different things have happened
So many different feelings you have felt
Some of those you never want to go back to, ever
It's so crazy how one year ago you had no idea your heart would of been broken so badly
You didn't know you would be treated so badly
Would you go back and tell your self that?
Even though you were so happy, you didn't deserve what was coming, no one did
Now as the days approach that you remember in the back of your head
Reflect on the lessons you've learned and only hold onto the memories because that's all you can do
I don't regret anything
I believe everything happens for a reason
Your heart gets broken to make you learn a lesson
To make you wake up in a sense & to not ignore the warning signs in your next relationships
So don't look at these days as “Oh I am so sad, I miss that"
Because you really don't miss being unappreciated
You miss who you thought he was
And how easy it all felt
But it was a cover up and you will never go back to that dark place that he made you feel again
Look at these days as a miracle you are free again
Time only heals and I'm saying some days still may be hard, but you are getting better
Later on in life it will all make sense to you and it won't mean anything to you when you have your soulmate next to you
I promise 
So from now on do what makes you happy & if anyone criticizes your happiness, leave
You don't have time to deal with negative people
You already wasted enough time on that