All these different thoughts swallowing my brain
maybe that's why I feel that pain,
the pain in my head that comes daily,
cause I'm thinking too much without even trying to see. See the bigger picture.
I stay worrying, wishing for a better future
and trying to forget the past, but I keep it.
One day I'm gonna embrace it for the Benefit of helping myself and the people around me
that I push away without even trying too 
I'm sorry to the people that actually cared
that wanted to see me do good but were honestly scared,
scared of my potential rejection that comes along with dealing with me and my mood-swings