Dreaming of the life I could’ve had,
If only I could let go.
Thinking of how to get to the outside,
Of the wall I hid behind.
It was scary letting you go,
Fearing I would always be alone.

If I had one wish,
I would run from the monster you made me into.
And become the person I always was on the inside.

Realizing we were nothing but lies,
Made me fabricate the truth,
Concealing everything for so long,
Until my heart broke.
It was difficult to move on,
Letting go of the horrors of my past.

All bridges and barriers I knocked down,
Remind me of what I accomplished without you,
I found myself all thanks to you.
On my own I am invincible and strong.