The fact of you saying "I like this girl"

makes me happy in the outside, considering

that is my job as a bestfriend to be happy for you.

Now, as your ex-girl in the inside i'm hurt and insecure about this whole situation.

Knowing that you moved on from our

relationship makes my world upside down

there's something about you that makes me

so addicted to you, it's so unrecognized that

I can't attempt to classify what it is.

Everytime I see you I try to search for hints

that will lead me to that "unrecognized thing" but it's difficult .

I try so hard to move on from you, get my

love life back on track but you left something

on me that holds me back everytime i find

someone to love.

Every night I question myself,

why can't this happen to you?