Everytime you pass
My breath hitches in my throat
I glance back
My eyes hidden through brown strands of hair

I am a terrible person
For she loved you at one point

But everytime you smile
Butterflies erupt in my stomach
And I can't think straight

But you were with her at one point
And I am on her side
And I am supposed to hate you

I don't feel hate for you
I feel a feeling as strong as hate
But the opposite of it

You don't even talk to me
But you terrify me

Why do I think like this?
You almost broke her
And I am infatuated

I involuntarily spot you in a crowd
I can't take my eyes off of you

You chose her

I know you never felt for me
What you felt for her
That'd of been impossible
For I am unlikeable

But I felt for you, strongly
A silly fourteen year olds feelings don't matter
Why would they?

I am a terrible person
For she loved you at one point
You almost broke her
And I am infatuated