I am from a perfect stepdad trying to transform me, a lesbian sister that I

never see, and the adorable
step-brother who steals everybody’s heart.
I am from being a weird little girl and changing.
I am from craving… wanting more

I am from trials about my life, am I allowed to visit you?
From seeing you for the first time in eight years.
Dad’s little apartment with weird smells, drugs mold and crank.

I am from the first sniff, the first snort, the first smoke.
I am from repulsive feeling at first, then comes the feeling high.
I am from bad decisions, boys ruining my life.

I am from being inhaled by teenage rebels,

messing with their brains,

and ruining their lives.
I am from mystery labs,

being assembled in tiny white flakes.
I am from people doing anything to get to me,

thousands of dollars are used on me.

I am from making parents worry,

causing problems everywhere,

and harming anyone who dares to come near.
I am from intoxicating unknowing people, making them do things they will most definitely regret…
I am from being the problem, but letting the person take them
blame…

I am from her first time all the way to her last.
From watching her do horrible things.
Bree Bree Bree Breeeeeeeeee