The love I once had

You were the only boy I ever felt close to.

You were my lost love I never found.

I miss you a lot more than you think.

I wished and wished that one day we'd meet again,

Because once you left things were never the same.

Not even when I was going out with another boy.

He never loved me the way you loved me.

He never added up to what you were to me.

He never let me cry on his shoulder like you did.

He never kissed or rubbed my scars on my wrist like you did.

He never let me that he loved me ever second we were together like you did.

He never told me that I'm beautiful every minute like you did.

He never held my hand everywhere we went like you did.

He never kissed me in the rain like you did.

He never kissed me the way you did.

I just miss you a lot.

I miss the way you'd hug me.

I miss the way you'd touch me to make me beautiful and good.

I liked the first day we met.

I liked the way you said "wow that's a beautiful name just like you"

I liked how you lied about forever,

But it was the lies that drove us apart.

I wish you were still here next to me.

Till forever like you promised me the day we first met.

I wish our future plans would happen.

I wished you never left,

Because I still have a lot of feeling for you.

I know you don't care like I do.

I still love you a lot.

Do you still care?

Because you're my long lost love I still care about.