It wasn’t like anything I’d ever seen before
This time, there were too many risks
This time, there was danger
This time…it could be fatal
To go or not to go through with this
But I had so much to lose
Wait
Did I really
My consciousness
Where was it
Where was my mind
It wandered off
I lost it
I lost my mind
I couldn’t find it
I searched everywhere
The nerves in my brain were out of control
Zapping here and zapping there
I twitched
What was happening to me
Insanity
Alienation
Complete and utter madness
Total madness
Where was my conscience
Where was I?