your existence
left me breathless
after you destroyed me
how do i know?
if you love me
when i hate you?
it haunted me
day and night
that feelings of death
that you brought me
i was terrified
beyond imagination
of what that feeling did to me
why must you torture me this way?
after all,
love hurts the most
out of every feeling
in the history of humanity
love is what destroys us
it is the weakness of each and every one of us
it is also what makes us human
i learn to not feel
and become hard as stone
because stone is strong
and not vulnerable
to love