Do you know what its like to be depressed everyday
Have no one to talk to and care about the stuff you have to say
Then all the pain unravels into a fist full of hate
All revolving around the kid full of rage
Next thing you know it’s piercing through a ribcage
Because the only thing that ever crosses his mind is her name
Reminding him how she left, and how his life will never be the same
All the pain is just driving me insane
I’m feeling some type of way
And so I grab my pen and scribble away
I love the life I live
But sometimes I stop and wish it could just give something more than this
I’m getting pushed past my limits
But I know it’s to help me get over it
But sometimes I just want my life to be over with
I can’t deal with the fact anymore of how I just let you win
How I let you get away and just slip
I hate being trapped in this cage of feelings
I liked it better when I seemed like I wasn’t a human being
But I guess ill remain surrounded by these demons
A kid stuck in a bubble, tucked away from reality
Stuck living in a fantasy
Acts as if everything’s okay when it’s not really as it seems
He’s just struggling to wake up from this terrible dream
His thoughts are only forced out metaphorically
Well, this is my life; all this has ever been about is my entire life story
I’m trapped in this bubble
Every time I try to get up I just stumble
So I write to comply but still struggle
To find a new way to scuffle that finally makes sense in a world full of evil
Now, enough with the corny metaphors
What I’m really trying to say is that I know what its like to be ignored
Hated on for being different from showing no remorse
So I reinforce my words with a beat then hit record
Because people make fun of me, laugh as if I’m some kind of skit
I’m just sick of it, so I write to repent to get away
But anyway I always end up falling down the same paths again
I’m just sick of this
Well, this is my life; it is what it is