I am a ship amid stormy, rocky seas
My sides creak in pain from constant thrashing about
I am transported up and down in an endless sea of waves

My emotions are just as well
They are just as stable as a ship in a storm
Unpredictable and abstract

My life is unstable too
Constant change and motion
I feel as if I could drown in the constant change, never able to keep up

My possessions are unstable
My family is unstable
I am unstable

I am drowning in the sea of life
A sea of roaring crashing waves of change
Still
Calm seas never make great captains