At first, heaven was earth memories
Soon it became things I wished for- not crazy wishes but things I'd imagined myself doing, I could continue to imagine them but clearer
Then it became scenes- pictures and colors- feelings rather than concrete memories
Then it became easy
Whatever I wanted, I had it, but what I wanted continued to change, and so did my experience in heaven.
At first it was what I wanted back, then it was what I had always wanted, and finally it became wanting something I'd never felt, which is impossible on earth-
and then there was no wanting at all.