Wind was blowing, my heart was racing

Your blue eyes were staring at mine again

Four years later, your words electrifying

My heart waking up

In a matter of minutes it was like you never said goodbye

Your kiss on my lips, pure bliss

The potential and passion was there, I could tell you cared

Laughing so hard our stomachs hurt to lying in your arms

It was magic

Hearing your heartbeat as “Thinking Out Loud” played me realize it was always you

The void in my heart, the missing piece, the loneliness I felt

We fit together like breakups and Taylor Swift songs

What we had was not just platonic

Inseparable for a week, sinning every chance we got

You became my muse

My makeup began to run away from the words you spoke that day

My heart stopped beating, turning cold

My emotions went numb

Suffocating as my scars began to tear back open

I wasn’t ready to lose you again, I’m still not

One day I know I’ll have to wake up and feel it

But until then, I’ll just think about that week

The week where my first love was back in my arms

When the guy I compared everyone else too was mine again