Pain when you wake up to the average day

Pain when you get smacked for not getting ready fast enough

Pain when all your friends want to help but you push them away

Pain when you eat only because you force yourself to

Pain want school to last only because you don't want to go back home

Pain when the final bell rings because you know you have to go back

Pain when you see the car and you have to put a smile on your face

Pain when you get yelled at for your grades but when they were good you never got any appraisal

Pain when you are isolated in your room because you're to scared to come out

Pain when you eat because if you don't you will get hit

Pain when you find the razor blade that you kept just in case

Pain when your only release of any emotional pain is to cut

Pain when it slices your through your skin

Pain when you have to clean up the mess

Pain when you sneak out when it is time to go to bed because  you can't take it

Pain when walking down the street hoping they don't find you

Pain when you get to your love's house because you know you are going to have to leave in the morning

Pain when she sees the scars and cuts

Pain when you give a false promise of never doing it again

Pain when you wake up to the alarm because you have to leave

Pain when walking back home because you're no longer protected by the darkness of night

Pain when your parents catch you

Pain when you get the piss beaten out of you

pain when this is your life

Pain when this is your family

Pain when you can do nothing about it

Pain when this is your everyday