Love, remember me

I saw you underneath the moon

Silly it was to see you alone

This is unlike you in so many ways

But all I could do was listen

And on and on you went

And I just wanted to go to bed

You told me you regretted the past

How you'd burn it if you could

So I'm guessing you regret me

And everything we've been through

Love, you are a tragedy

Lost at words, these tears don't shed for you

You said forever like it was real

But now I know it doesn't exist

I tied up my shoelaces, I zipped up my jacket

I didn't have much to say

But the moon it watched us,

Listening to our words

And our words turned to yelling

And the yelling woke the neighbors

But we didn't give a damn

You told me you could die

You could end it all right now

And I was forced to listen

Wondering why and why

Oh why did I have to put up with this

But you didn't seem to care

And in that moment you broke my heart

But it was already too late

You were already with her

Hand in hand and I started to hate you

But I couldn't hate you quite enough

Because part of me loved you

And part of me forgave you

And I blaimed it all on myself

But then you left

And I knew I had to move on

But that was the hard part

But you came back, like you always did

I told you, you give me inspiration to write poetry

How you're the first one to really open my eyes

And understood what it was really about

And yet you couldn'tmanage to understand why

And I didn't know why

But it all happened so fast

And I often miss what used to be

And other times I regret

But no matter what all these things,

These thoughts, the voices in my head,

Just lead me right back to you

And I never wanted to die so badly

And on and on you go on,

Complaining about the smallest things,

It often annoyed me in a way

And I painted the air with a puff of smoke

And the stars they sung so quietly

I never thought I'd wish you away

But you only caused me pain

No longer could I hold on

And I had to sever what I knew

Apart from all the lies and the nightmares

You became so careless, so heartless

You didn't seem to really care

That night the stars they fell all around

And I couldn't make one wish

But I knew what I'd wish for if I did

I lost a part of me, I lost something more

No one could quite understand

My trembling voice cried out

I often found myself in the middle of the night

Screaming out your name repeatedly

But you never heard, never knew

I wanted to punch you so hard

And make you feel the pain I do

But still, honestly, that wouldn't be enough

Nothing would ever be enough