She is special to me

She is a source of my anger
Yet my anger always disappears around her
She brings calm to my storm
Light, to my dark

She was like a diamond in the rough
My total opposite
I could tell her anything without thinking
It was wonderful
Everything was so easy around her

She was crazy and fun
Yet somehow she makes me angry
My worst days are great with her
No matter what
It makes me angry

How does one person change me
Change me so weirdly
It infuriates me
Why can’t I be angry at her
Whats wrong with me

Shes like a painful drug
I get angry because of her
But I can’t be angry directly at her
I am too young for love
But I can’t help it

I love her