On a court we met
In winters blind eye
At first with hate
Then with a love very alive.
Are we going to act like strangers?
No connection, no precious memories made
Forget the love we once had,
While you look at me with nothing but shame.
Actually you don't look at me at all
Like a stranger standing tall.
I messed up ya it's true,
I made a huge mistake
But there's nothing I wouldn't do for you.
You see through me like a ghost
Like I'm not even there.
I used to think I deserved it
But now it's just not fair.
To pretend we never touched
Never loved one another
As deeply as the sea
Like Mario with the wii.
You hate to remember
I long to reminisce
Of the perfect days
When you and I had bliss.
We haven't talked and
I'm sure you never will
But the days of me taking a bullet for you
Will always exist.
At night I ponder and exhale grief
In the day I smile
Holding back weeps.
I long for you Rachel,
A chance to undo
All the messed up stuff
I did to you.
I know forgiveness is hard
But please Rach soon,
If you ever once loved me
As I love you
Don't treat me like a stranger
With no memories made
No late night talks,
No connection saved