He blames all of his "athsma" on his profession.
F****** bulls***.
Its from 30 years of toking that god damn bong.
Its from 30 years of hitting that joint.
Every single time you cough I can see you in taking.
I can see you killing your lungs with every hit you take.
Your killing yourself.
I don't understand why people only care about my kind of suicide when he is suicide too.
He let's that joint, that bong, that, pipe, that blunt kill him with each hit.
Every breath.
Oh Daddy.
You are one pathetic example of a man.
And sadly I'm not much better than you.
But.
I know that it was my fault.
For all my actions.
You say I never take responsibility.
Your so full of s***.
I know cutting is on me.
I know trying to kill myself is on me.
I know inhaling those 7,000 or so chemicals will kill me.
You blame it on welding.
Sadly I have to be related to you.
Sadly I have to call you my dad.
I have to lie to my friends.
You put me in positions because your not man enough to handle the real world without an escape.
That is truly pathetic.
Yes I use escapes, but I don't have to alter my mind to handle my s***.
And I don't blame my health issues on my work either.
You are weak.
Truly.
Maybe that's we here I got it.
Thanks Daddy for those lovely qualities.