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What is really going on in your head?

January 5, 2015
By hey-idk BRONZE, Shawnee, Kansas
hey-idk BRONZE, Shawnee, Kansas
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Favorite Quote:
"We accept the love we think we deserve."


What is really going on in your head? Is it crazy that you think about death before you go to bed?
What is really going on in your head?
You hate yourself but no one knows.
You cut yourself, but you hide it so it doesn't show.
What is really going on in your head?
On the outside you smile, but on the inside you are broken.
What is really going on in your head?!?
You have visions of dying and while you are, you're smiling.
You want to be gone,
you want to be alone.
You don't want to go home.
What is going on in your head?!?
What are you thinking?
I want to know,
I want to see everything you won't show.
I want to hear what you won't say.
I want to feel what you can't,because you have become numb to pain.
I want to take the weight off your shoulders and take it away.
Just so you can make it through one more day.


The author's comments:

I am a bright person on the outside, but not a very bright one on the inside. I struggle with anxiety and severe depression. And I see my other friends that are sad, and I am wondering what they are thinking. I dont want them to be sad because I dont want them to feel like I do. I hope that makes sense. 


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