The voices in my head tell me I'm crazy

But my heart tells me don't give up

Its funny how one small thing could shatter such a huge part of me

I lay in the closet

Where I am hidden from the world

I cry out

Wondering how It ended up like this

It gets harder everyday

Like a bag of bricks

building up but tearing me down 

But of course you dont care

You dont even seem to be concerned

Those smiles those "I love you"(s)

they didnt mean anything

You knew I took this heavily

the Im in love with you

did it meean nothing

I cant stop my heart

and you may think im crazy

but I cant stop trying

real feeling dont just go away

they dont disapear

but you do

and just like that

you were gone

we were gone