Save me from the darkness.

Don't let me go now.

Smothering myself in hurt.

Praying that I make it through the day.

Sudden thoughs of ending my life haunt me.

Losing myself to my own mind.

Throwing angry words at the people I love.

Mad that they are happy while I suffer.

Turning to God at my most desperate times.

Whispering silents pray under my breath.

Wondering when the wounds in my heart will heal.

Questioning how much time till things get better.

I keep on waiting for that rainbow that seems to be taking forever.

Clouds keep growing over my head. 

Afraid to tell my mom of my episodes that seem to get worst.

Not wanting to take those pills anymore that make me smile.

Innocents acts of kindess everyday.

Hateful words though come out more.

Wanting to conquer my fears.

Trying to take out the memories that hold me back.

Sudden darkness go away.