i'm so confused that i nolonger know what to do

i thought that you were down for me

i thought that you were my everything

but  now to me it feels like you dont want me

like im just a  pest that your to lazy to get rid of

you  tell me that you love me

but you dont know what love is

and nither do i

sometimes i just want to sit and cry

like i did on saturday night

we soon let it go because i realizied

that what i thought love was

is just a  bid fib

i don't know what to do

because i dont want to leave you

nor want you to leave me

i thought we had something

maybe a connection 

but it turns out

all we do is lust for one another

we have a good relationship just with no trust

somebody please tell me what i should do