i see you standing there

and you see me

i smile at you

and you smile at me

i walk up to you and hug you tight 

oh you think im just witty right?

you push me playfully and laugh at my lame jokes

you think were just friends

i tell you i miss you when im not around

you reply "miss you 2"

but deep inside i know your texting her

tellin her you love her

while you have no idea 

i love you

you keep me happy 

while my world is dying

you tell me im one of a kind

but inside so is she

you tell me how you love her 

thinking i care

but really i want to be her

laying there with you

i see the way you look at me 

it gives me hope i have a chance

sometimes i feel like i am her

when really you dont see

who i am when im with you

is the happiest death in the world