i was sitting at the park today and then i noticed something.
i was pickin up on how i notice absolutely nothing.
when i pulled in there was two couples, a kid with mom and dad and another family with some dogs.
as i sucked down my nicotine i listened to the joy and laughter.
anger built up in me like a tolerance inside a fiend.
when the tears fill up, i suck down my cancer a little faster.
i stared into the tree's and got lost in the should-be's.
when i came to- i realized everyone had disappeared.
the park was empty-no dogs no kids with the bundled family.
it was just me, in my car sitting next to a cold seat.
i felt terrified the moment that it was justified..i was alone and i didnt even notice.
was it the tinted windows that symbolized my innocent soul had turned to coal.
i was blinded by the beauty, i crashed starin at the sun.
i only wish for one thing, to hold my precious son.
but when i look around i realize that i sit here all alone, and i didnt even notice.