Two years ago you stained my heart.

Two years ago you tore me apart.

My life was ok before you barged in.

Your green-blue eyes.

Your Milky tanned skin.

You said let me shake your hand I just want to be polite

We talked on the phone for hours until you said

Won't you come on over. I'll love you through the night.

You kissed me in ways I'd always imagined.

You whispered things I'd never imagined.

Oh how I loved you.

How I loved your honest green-blue eyes.

You touched me there.

I told you no.

You hurt me.

I made you go.

I cried all night.

You said you never loved me.

I screamed in pain.

You told me I was nothing.

I let you back again.

I let you back in.

In all ways possible.

In the end I was screwed.

In all ways possible.

I found out you lied to me.

Your eyes were a lie.

Black like you soul.

I screamed in the shower while the memory of your kisses burned and turned me sour.

Until Forever Infinity is over. 

i'll never be the same. 

so small

insecure

damaged

until the ONE comes and erases all this pain.

Infinitely Forever.