the deed that should have never ben done...
but what happens when the world becomes to harsh?
what happens when your words are not enough?
what happens when their words become to much?
what happens when ur screams for help arent loud enough?
what happens when im to far gone?
would you shed a tear for the deed that i have done?
im sorry dear....
so do not shed a tear..
for the years... have come and gone...
making it harder to move on....
and i lived life as long as i could but....
what happens when you lose it all at once....
your friends...
your hope..
your digenity...
your life....
what happens....
when youve been deppressed for so long..
that your deppression turns into an obsession...
and the obsession becomes a deadly situation...
for u have grown to far from....
me....
and the goodbyes... fade into whispers....
until i finaly look around..
and find your too far gone...
and im left here without a chance to say goodbye... or how i felt inside...
for now im dead.. to the world... dead as i could be...
then what happens when my thoughts get brutly insane???
for i am lost and nothing to gain...
so i take my life...
for when i breathe my last breathe....
it will be their final act....
to the insane games they played...
with my heart... am i a toy to society??? and their litle mind games??? now im gone too far insane.. with a heart that will never again be the same... for my heart beats are now still.... and i never again will feel the constant heart breaks... for now im gone forever goodbye...