my skin isn't enough | Teen Ink

my skin isn't enough

November 10, 2014
By Anonymous

it isn't enough of a sacrifice

that i must cover it with

denim, 

or cover it with

makeup.

criss-cross patterns marre 

what once

had been pure.

imprints of unwanted hands

tracing hipbones,

the touch memory

of a little girl screaming

against horrors she was too 

young

to know.

patterns like trellis map pain

- like roadways -

to a broken heart

and an unhealed soul.

it seems that skin had

not been enough,

for my light had to be

tarnished so early,

along with too many things

that are best left

unsaid. 


The author's comments:

This piece was written as a theraputic approach to what has happened to me in my past, and as something for me to have survived and overcame, as something that is now such a part of me. I hope that people will realize how desperate people - women or men - caught in that situation can feel, and how legal, emotional, spiritual, and physical battes help overcome the darkness in our pasts.


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