You were the one I told everything to.  When I would fall to the ground you'd pick me up.  When I cried you were the one who would hold me through it all.  But I always took advantage of that and I never showed you how much I cared.  I never realized till now how much you loved us, but I wish I would have.  Although now you are gone.  I can no longer see, hear, or even touch you.  You're forever in my heart.  And now that you are gone I can no longer talk to you.  I can no longer tell you how much you mean to me.  The more I think about it the more I wish I would have said these things before you had gone.  But I can't... And everyone says that through my writings you know everything that I ever wanted to say.  They tell me I write just for you and that's why it comes so easily.  Although I'll never know if you can or not, but I guess I never will.  But now I wish I would of taken the time to tell you I love you and showed you how much I truly cared, but I don't get a second chance and neither do you.  But I know you'll hear me in my prayers and I thought I'd take the time to tell you I love you with all my heart and I forever will. I love you mom.....