Our relationship is like an war in my head. As I try to think of good memories i get shot down time by time by time an i secretly wish that when i think of you maybe I'll survive. I run towards you but get shot down by emotions, people or even my pride. And when you cease fire and i come over to your side to make peace i get shot down time and time again. Sometimes you get tired of the same thing happening over and over agian adn you give up and put up barriers that when you try to get past you can't. Sometimes I wish that when I think of you my memories are short but someday I wish that a peace treaty with your name and mine would grace the lines of the page like a flag flying in the wind.