Coaster Of Tears

Fear.
My sweaty hands
Clasped onto the harness
For dear life.
Dread.
Stomach so full of butterflies
I could barely speak.
I dont want to do this
I can't do this
I will not do this
Raced through my mind.
Its too late now.
we are almost to the top
I try to focus on something
else but all i can hear is
“click,click,click”
I look around
I can see other rides
The coast
Lake Erie.
Then they disappear.
I'm falling
I'm going to die
I'm done for
Then it comes
The Animal inside me
Climbs out
Of my stomach
Swallowing me
its all i can feel
I cant take it
I relax
Everything disappears
I feel nothing
It feels like i'm flying
I love it