Thousands of miles away from you
Tears were sprinting down my face
Desperately seeking for attention
Anxiously craving for some kind of comfort
My skin turned pale
My heartbeat raced
My body trembled as I heard your voice
The whole world around me vanished
And my whole attention and focus shifted to you
For the first time you came before anything I do
The more you spoke the more I ached
My voice was gone
Your story felt like a depressing song
It tempted me to try out that bong
I blame myself for not being there
This moment gave me quite a scare
Should’ve been at home and not in someone else’s room
You were present in my dreams that night
Don’t know if staying here is right
You told me you saw the light
Your phone call changed my life
My heart was rapidly filled with strife
Not because of you but of my immaturity
That small time I lost you
A part of my heart died too
How could I be such a fool?
Believing that I had everything
And that I would never lose anything
Led me to ignore the possibility of losing
The person I loved the most
40 seconds you became a ghost
Hovering over yourself and in peace
But you couldn’t escape your short leash
Your reincarnation was divine
Although blurry I see that as a clear sign
That I also got a second chance
Another opportunity to make you proud
Leave that world of hate to finally live
Knowing that you are safe and sound
Feel my body under my control
So that I can have a clean soul
And finally have the guts to say NO