I remember the way my heart crumbled in my chest
when you were in the middle of your sentence
and I knew exactly where it was going.

I wanted to run and scream and pinch myself
just to make sure it wasnt a dream.

Oh how I miss the way you smiled at me,
or the way you use to wake me up in the mornings,
with a soft little kiss on my forehead.
Even the way you use to hold my wasit
while we cuddled under the blankets and forgot the world.

I miss everything about you.

I want to burn my skin where you touched me.
Rid my brain of every thought of you.
I want to forget you ever existed.

You're a disease to me.