How can I tell mom that I don't want to go there?
How can I tell dad that I'm not interested anymore?
How can I tell them I want another?
How can I tell my friends I'm not pursuing the same?

What am I going to do?
Am I supposed to be swept by this current?
Am I supposed to listen to my heart?
Am I supposed to tell them the truth?

What will be my parents reaction?
How am I going to endure my sister's hurtful teasing?
What will my parents tell their friends?
What will be their friends reaction?

What if this drive of mine is temporary?
What if after all the new classes I took I would hate it?
What if I'll be wasting my effort and time?
What if I can't make decent money out of it?