I tell you what you want to here ,but I'll never tell you what I know. It will break you and it haunts me everyday I don't want to put this pain on your shoulders. Once I believed I could forget ,but I can't I just can't it's forever locked in my memory. If there was medicine to erase this pain I go through I would of have gone through an overdose ,but I shall always know. I can't say anything and there is nothing to do so I carry on everyday and I've tried to say but the words just don't come out there locked inside of me in a chamber of secrets deep inside my soul that cries at the moonlight where no one can hear my darkness. It is forever here and even all the stars in the universe could not brighten the mysterious black hole in my life. Swallows the secrets that will never be heard or see any light again.