If only I hadn't fallen
down the rabbit hole.
If only I were normal
sized.
Not too big
or small,
disproportionate.
I stand deflated,
microscopic,
lost among the leaves.
The flowers talking, mocking
laughing.
I am apart
-an Alice.
If only I could stop myself
from eating cake.
I wouldn't grow so tall,
a giant among the pupils.
Maybe I scare them away.
The rabbit with its pocket watch,
the deck of cards
fall down.
They think me smart,
larger than life,
yet inside I am a mouse
the cat could catch.
If only they could see
me.
That I am but
lost
alone
in Wonderland.