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Jacob

June 25, 2014
By Anonymous

You were my best friend.
Of course, I'd never tell you that,
But you were.
I told you everything and to this day,
You still know more than most.
And every time I cut myself I think about how you
So desperately wanted me
to stop.
But you don't care anymore,
So why should i?

Your opinion was the only thing that
Ever mattered to me
And I hate to admit that it still is and
Jacob,
I don't think I've ever missed anyone more
Than I've missed you but
The big green monster took you away
And I don’t think you'll ever escape on your own
And I just want you back.

No one ever knew me as well as you
And as long as we are being honest,
I don't know if I want them to.


The author's comments:
My best friend turned to drugs this year, and it was really hard for me. I miss him more than anything. I want people to understand that their drug abuse affects far more than just themselves. The "Big Green Monster" I mentioned is marijuana.

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